28.6.2009 von admin.

Sunday evening Berlin. Sun is down already and the night is low in end of June.

Walking from the fitness club Schönhauser Allee, hungry, direction is to central. Everything looks ugly. Only rarely can one see something beautiful. But Gleimstrasse is nice. I find some very delicious schawarma, which I was dreaming of since a while and which so deliciously saved me from starving. Together with some Airan. walking further on Gleimstrasse, very nice here. The Mauerpark is still full with people. Some. Playing frisbee. Very peaceful and the garbage is piled. Sitting down at the baseball court, having a rest in midth of funny people. A half naked sun colored player is filling up the air with a heavy load of Axe deodorant. Smells great. They talk reasonable stuff just like cool sportsmen do. Me walking on after a while.

Passing by my house. Very weird gallery on Bernauer Strasse. And the death zone of the Berlin wall is filled up quickly with new housing. Grabbing a totally red, heart-shaped ballon from the pathway. Taking it with me. It is just the right thing I need. A heart to hold on.

Somehow a young men is running all around me. Comes out of the bushes from piing, comes up from the underground as I descend, comes down again while I am waiting with others for the train to arrive. I’m calling after him to not smoke in the underground as he seems reasonable. Some answer. Telling him it is not ok. Being told by some black guy afterwards, asked actually, if I am the ‘Ordnungsamt’? Of course, yes, sorry. People do believe Jesus as he tells them he is gods own son. But yet, they don’t get the idea of worthiness of soberty. Hehe. We all go down.

There was a dog in the underground, which really went for my ballon. Somehow that made me feel bad. Really bad. I should have given that dog my ballon. But I didn’t get the idea. Still too weirded out by some Ordnungsamt bloody stupid shit. And yes, I am still wanting to throw up.

Why can one not just dissolve? Diffuse actually within the internet? There it is nice and only. I spent the day reading throw the history of the Linux kernel programming by Linus Thorwalds, again his GIT, the GNU project initiated by Richard Stallman, them freak, the Debian project, which really put me into awe. The detail alone the name coming from its initiater Ian Murdock, putting it together with parts of the name of his wife Debra. I like such details much. Better though, Debian today is a well structured democratic organisation.

I read about Markus Schulze, inventing only recently some advanced form of decision making algorithm. Here in Berlin actually. And so on and so on. One just sometimes wants to get into this internet world for real. Not into the real world for real, which has beauties, too, but which you more and more only find, piled down by bear bottles and other dumb crazy stuff.

Ok, I am probably just unjustifiedly unsatisfied. Look at that so beautiful red heart-shaped ballon I have. And such nice computer. Let’s finally get something done.

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18.6.2009 von admin.

Telling you going ahead into a future of light. A better future. How could that be?

How could it be better than now? What is bad now and are we now bad? I mean, it is kind of a proposition to put such up.

How could a world be better? Being pregnant with a mongoloid baby deciding not to kill it. The baby. How could that be? Do you understand “Mongoloid” baby? I mean the syndrome, which Down described. Or which is again called “trisomy 21″. After all a genetical abnormality, which in most cases causes the infant to die or to live badly.

So everything I said in the last paragraph is ok, besides the last word ‘badly’. That is not the case. Because if you would agree with it, and on the other side want to be with the good, you would give the notion, such mother should kill the fetus. You would tell her to be happy about modern science, giving her the possibility to actually know before and have a physically secure abortion.

You would give a notion to kill a human being. What is the problem. I mean, there are vegetarians out there, eating no meat, because they say the border between animals and humans is too little noticable they would kill for a lunch. And I on the other side am wondering they eat plants. Baby plants in masses, them little cute seeds. They put it into water even, giving them life, to be eaten nontheless.

It is all so gross.

And if you have balls, you may put them up. Some, then some more balls. Ball after ball. As goes another ball up into the sky, the ball of unassuredness. If you can play with such ball, you can make decisions more seriously. And you will find a way into a better future. Perhaps even a future full of light.

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18.6.2009 von admin.

Give us blood, give us blood. How we really like the sensationalism.

It is the blood of democracy, which flows.

It is the admirable game, called democracy. The wholy. Our all game, which suffers.

Why is a game so important?

The game has rules. It is too play that game to not fight with force and kill people.

Did you not know?

Why is that game so important? Because we gain a lot more from it? Who wins, if we fight?

Shall we fight? Civil war? Is that what you want? Who wins? Divide et impera? Who fights against who? War is not a game. Moreover it is a game in which we all loose. So lets play democracy.

What is it about? It is about a 30 percentage of the population could win such civil war, if it fights all other parties, being actually smaller, in a timely row. So then it is 30 percent a majority dictating the rules. Do you understand? This is the basic thought of democracy. The relative majority takes the vote.

What happens in Iran is completely out of interest. In a liberal democracy happening every every every every day, such silly problems as exist there in Iran just don’t happen.

Focus. It is the liberal rules assigned to market systems, which keeps them best ruled. They grab the basic principles of a system and just hold that in place. Just like all that famous people giving their names to your streets, statesmen, officemen, took the basic rules of their systems and kept it in place. For the best of us.

A liberally organized democracy is open to the relative majority deciding laws. That is its openess. It might never be the situation such can be found in the market conditions at work. But it is the holy spirit of good liberal market rules, which help us to have better than in Iran.

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4.6.2009 von admin.

Heute hat NK angerufen. Der Freak. Mensch, wenn alle Menschen so wären.

NK ist der beste Programmierer, den ich kenne. Vielleicht kenne ich zu wenige, aber er kann schon was. Zieht aktuell ein witziges Projekt nach dem anderen hoch. Nur beim Wort “Politik” bekommt er das Kotzen.

Kann ich ihm nicht verdenken, mir geht es genauso. Zuviel schlechte Erfahrung ist damit verbunden, als dass man es noch guthaben wollte. Dreckige Politik.

Aber er bringt mich auf Ideen. Zum Beispiel erst alles kaputt zu machen, und dann die Sache komplett neu aufzubauen. Oder aber einen Google-Demokratie-Service aufzusetzen. Das wäre doch mal was, Demokratie als Google-Service. Oder aber, die ganze Sache als Gesellschaftsspiel, also die Kernprozesse in einem Spiel versteckt, zu entwickeln.

Jo, NK ist schon wer. Ein Einzelstück.

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2.6.2009 von admin.

There are in Berlin and probably elsewhere illegally advertised stickers. Squared, yellow, of hand size with correctly formatted two male men, the one lifting his one arm to have a gun triggered right to the other persons head. This stickers are titled “CAPITALISM”. What is that?

You cannot go by such without getting attached. At least I can not. I might be too sensible having people being “head shot”. At least in the evening going home from family to work. Somewhere in Berlin on a warm and nicely setting summer day. Or is it I am getting angry? Or is it I am just too dumb to understand the usual? As this sticker is just another commercial in a quite severely advertised world?

So, you fags, you dont know what this is meant to be. What it is with the people putting up these stickers. Such so very nicely produced advertisement. Is it an error of momentarilly being weird? I mean, I am weird. But look how lousy this blog is. You hardly find another one being so lousy. So how is it? Do you still have no idea?

How much money does it cost to produce such stickers? How many people are involved? How many do support such notion? How many think it is good to put such sticker on the wall?

Of course, you dont have a problem with that. People are not shot sidewise into the head. This is a comedian setup. They shoot people in China, but there they are bent down to their knees before. And our Nazis did somehow shoot them people differently, too. And those millions of head shots being cheerly fulfilled by our youths every day really is a totally different story.

So what is it? Do they tell us we are all Nazis? Going to work earning money to buy some food. To have them bikes repaired, them bycicle brakes, which help our beloved ones to survive a not too easy life? Working hard, bent down by computers or else. Being after all a bit happy to have bikes repaired and meals provided all by our own work. And the possibility to trade with other hard working members in our capitalistic society.

It is I tell you a deficiency of our society. A deficiency of us not having worked out a better democratic market yet. Not being capitalistic enough in terms of political services. I walked back and put that advertisement down. But this was an act of destruction and is only poorly adding to the development of society. That head shot is meant to be given to you. They do not want to shoot themselves, that bloody bastards. Dont lasily read here, dont only put down stickers, but build up a liberal political market system helping them bloody bastards to get a real fast market response on their money spending.

We live in liberal market societies, which use currency as that major cultural invention. Yes. Thank god for it. The only thing not liberal is politics still. But that we will do, too. Hopefully before being shot in the head by people, who do not look in our eyes and who do not understand the problems, which face us.

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27.5.2009 von admin.

It takes you 30 seconds without breathing to fundamentally change your consciousness. And there are many other physical practises you can exercise which give you an understanding about the relativeness of it. Did you measure your relativity? Have you gone for your borders to find yourself between?

LSD changes physical reactions in our nervous system massively. Our mind leaves a “normal” state. It leaves a state, which evolution thinks fits us best. Makes us fittest to survive. We have not even been given the possibility to change into a “LSD state” of mind by our natural means momentarily.

On the other hand quite some people today say they gain a better understanding of themselves and things by an increased variety of mental state. Caused by the usage of LSD. So how should we deal with it?

“Structure feeds from chaos” one could say. Means, without LSD the world would be poorer. Means, even though eating LSD is a threat to lose a healthy mental state it could still have an overall positive effect on the development of culture. It is hard to say if it is so or different.

Easier to say is that every child MUST have a political representation. How should a society sustain, if its children have no part of it? Is having a vote NOT a very basic human right?????

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26.5.2009 von admin.

I ask myself, if I should shut this blog down. The curious reader can find a lot from me in here. Too much I would be happy to give to an evil person.

Hello.

I am happy you came here tonight or today. If I would speak to you in German I would use a capital letter for the “you”. But in the english language, which I for now will write in lower letters, the only personal pronoun written with capitalized first letter is the “I”. The very me.

If i go on writing myself small and writing You big. Do you like it? Do You feel my desire to honor You? Or is it just fake? Is the english language not pronouncing selfishness and disrespect for other people? Do You know about small things being really big?

I know. I know a lot. I know, that i can do a lot with letters, words, You listening to me, right here and now. If You had been a curious reader of my blog You could know what i could do. I could get you brain-fucked.

So lets speak about sexuality. About open vaginas. Or anything else if You like. It is not about me disrespecting You. It is just to entertain You. To give You a comfortable spirit. You as You think You know who You are and i do not.

How high is the probability that I know You better than You know Yourself? How high is that probability of intelligence being so unequally distributed among men? And women?

Do You read here to understand better about culture? Do You carefully listen to what i say? Are You happy for every new entry? Have You read every article, stored them in the fear they might ever get lost to You? How is that?

You found a very wonderful place. In My garden. I have flowers nobody else can grow in his. Or hers. I have baloons, which fly a mile high. I have today seen a squared block of carbohydrates, which was a T-Shirt. And which was heavy as it saves so much space in transportation.

It is only the truth, which is the most beautiful flower. The possibility to see the reality. The possibility to feel a way. Out of the dark into the light?

How much light can You bear? Have You ever thought of feelings being too positive for You? Do You not feel Your most extraordinary feelings as You are afraid of them? Are You afraid of what?

I am afraid. I am very much afraid. I am afraid as that filming guy in Amercan Beauty, who just cannot take the play of the wind and the bag, them two, giving him the feeling not to be alone in this world of darkness. Giving him the feeling that every thing is ok.

Everything is just fine. If You read down till here, You might actually listen to me. And as You do so, You are now still a human being. You might be strange. You are strange in many ways. You People. But as You listen there will be a gate open and a way will be seen. And that way will fill up with so much light You will hardly be able to bear it. So i tell You to get up and practise. Look in the light. Do not get blind. But get hard. Wake up. With every cell of Your life. If You want to walk a way tomorrow You have to go on the road today.

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26.5.2009 von admin.

There is a voice calling up on you.

Es gibt eine Stimme, die Euch etwas vorwirft.

It objects.

Es ist Mutter.

It’s ma.

She wispers.

Sie flüstert, dass es ihr weh tut.

So, then it is her fault, if she says so silently.

Ich habe nichts gehört.

Only if the voice is strong and brutal, we might listen.

Wir hören nicht mehr, wie wir nicht mehr sehen, wie wir nicht mehr riechen.

Why not? Do I ask.

Why do we not listen to the silent voice? Can we not understand? Is there nothing she tells us?

Ich erzähle Euch kräftige Nazischeiße, dass die Natur mit dem männlichen Geschlecht spielt, indem sie das einfache intelligenztragende Chromosom 21X beim Männchen nur einfach vorkommen lässt. Die ungesicherte Intelligenz, die sich die Natur hier teuer erkauft. Oder glaubt Ihr, dass die Männer wie unter einer Gaussglocke dumm aus der Wäsche schauen?

She speaks about probability. The probability that she will die.

Und wenn Leute wie Rambo Filme machen, wo Menschen nicht mehr getötet werden, sondern nur noch zerspritzen. Ich frage Euch: Passt das dazu, dass der Papst beschuldigt wird, in Israel nicht von einem Morden, sondern von einem Töten gesprochen zu haben. Wo seht Ihr da die Verbindung?

Ich bin die Mutter Natur. I am mother nature.

I gave birth to you all. Why can my kids not stand up to look up on me.

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21.5.2009 von admin.

One of the major forces behind the regulation of the current economic crises is lower energy prices. But the increased volatility in the energy market badly hurts investment plans for energy saving technologies, too. A better legislation system in the United States could have prevented the mortgage backed securities fraud early. It would not have hurt the planned or running investments by now, but put its own investment and research plans into action a long time ago. The warming of the world already hurts. And it will do incredible damage before we can again stop it. We are in a bad situation.

So what can we do? Do we just trust the energy market to force change the situation tomorrow by higher prices? Or could an intelligent legislation system have actually prevented such bad situations beforehand? How strong is the power of invention done by a strong community like the German state? How strong?

Why do we not put up big ballons? Tie them down like kates. Put them up a kilometer high, where the wind blows real strong! Are we not doing it because we have to also lift heavy machinery to generate the electricity? I doubt that. Nature kann build up electricity using only air and rain drops. What about small dynamos? Lots of micro dynamos? What about energy production without rotating parts? Vibrating paper producing static energy in lots of lots of decentralized small parts? I mean, it is no problem to put small energy sources together still afterwards.

I am still very much bored. And the only big newity we seem to have in Germany is a repowered left side party coming up with a many really promising ideas. I doubt they will make things any better.

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18.5.2009 von admin.

It really cracks me off to put all my mental work down here for free.

As far as I can think back others stole or destroyed things I invented and created. So today I tell you about democracy, what is not too important in our world. It only is the main point to leverage.

You can do a lot of things with democracy. You can build up societies, which are stronger as stronger the democratic legislation system is they use. Much stronger. If I do not give up my ideas I could possibly build such a stronger society and conquer you all. Possibly.

I am still not clear with my thinking if I should share or not. I - and I mean I - do not want to share anything, but want to have all for myself. But as I write here, I share. So? No rights reserved.

Democracy and the organisation of the state is nothing to play around with. Too much depends on it. We do NOT need another Third Reich or some DDR(German Democratic Republic) lived examples. Died examples to better say so. We do not want and do not have to. We can incrementally develop into a future of light. We can brake the vicious cycle as said Madeline Carroll in ‘Swing Vote’.

If I at all understood, what society is all about, then it is to share and build together. I might have an eye here. Others - and I mean many others - might have a finger to put it into code. Democracy is so valuable and on the same side so high in complexity, we have to all try hard to get the best out of it.

Steering: As you wrote a text to be a law you then put it into public as a proposition. You then agree upon it yourself or it is done by THE software automatically. Of course, you stand with your own proposition. It is then a proposition with a single tiny little vote agreed upon it. No chance in a huge society it will ever reach a majority. But to be shown in a liberal democratic society every member can put up a proposition any time. The software has to handle that.

So besides what I said lately you actually always have the possibility of direct democracy. But that’s not the point. Mostly your votes are in the hands of your trusted politician. And such politician is part of some bigger aggregation, call it a company or a party. The higher level politician puts up a proposition for a law. Again all its votes are attached to it. And then comes the real market action. The politician puts up its votes for sale.

The politicians offering is to agree with its votes upon other proposals if other proposals politicians agree upon its own. Of course, their contracting is a complicated process. It depends on the content of the proposals and the amount of votes. That makes contracting difficult. By THE software assuring the exchange of goods, it becomes a little bit easier, though.

The main point: agreement is not traded against cash money. Trading against cash money would easen up the process of contracting a lot. But it also would allow capital to buy laws, what I suppose is bad. As you exchange with another proposal for law you are bound. It is like you sit in a single boat. Having only a single wheel to steer.

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