24.6.2009 von admin.

Things are going crazy. I am sitting in between and am really wondering what to do about it. Doing actually nothing. Just contemplating.

I am wondering about my own position between all this. I am running through my past life, wondering how many things happened. I feel like being in the midst of a horrible tornado storm. There is hardly any encounter, which doesn’t deeply shock me. I am wondering where all my normal life went to.

I am pretty much running in a circle. This blog here helped me to get clear with some points. Besides having actually written something about “such” forms, I tosted myself into a many weird situations. It is kind of a destructivism. Structure feeding from chaos. Probalby trying to prepare certain things, before I may go on a journey.

May go. It is hard to know about a way. Talking is one thing, doing is another. There are certain ways. Probably all of them could lead somewhere. But I am freaking at the idea to take either one of them. I am happy for just every second to stay and do nothing.

There have been a lot of weird entries here lately. There may hardly be anyone so patient to carry through all this. Things have pretty much become a public private diary. In common with the public project noddr only the character of being public. But noddr is for the public, the tosing around may after all be selfish.

It is another day over now. The mobile I used lately to write entries in here has been stolen from me. Of course, it was my stupidness to not protect it enough. My stupidness of not being able to match my dream of living with reality. The theft was very personal and it hit me hard. Taking away a lot of spirit and happiness. But yes, I am a thief, too. I stole a cherry the day before yesterday from the neighbors tree. A big one. And who knows, what I will be stealing tomorrow.

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18.6.2009 von admin.

Give us blood, give us blood. How we really like the sensationalism.

It is the blood of democracy, which flows.

It is the admirable game, called democracy. The wholy. Our all game, which suffers.

Why is a game so important?

The game has rules. It is too play that game to not fight with force and kill people.

Did you not know?

Why is that game so important? Because we gain a lot more from it? Who wins, if we fight?

Shall we fight? Civil war? Is that what you want? Who wins? Divide et impera? Who fights against who? War is not a game. Moreover it is a game in which we all loose. So lets play democracy.

What is it about? It is about a 30 percentage of the population could win such civil war, if it fights all other parties, being actually smaller, in a timely row. So then it is 30 percent a majority dictating the rules. Do you understand? This is the basic thought of democracy. The relative majority takes the vote.

What happens in Iran is completely out of interest. In a liberal democracy happening every every every every day, such silly problems as exist there in Iran just don’t happen.

Focus. It is the liberal rules assigned to market systems, which keeps them best ruled. They grab the basic principles of a system and just hold that in place. Just like all that famous people giving their names to your streets, statesmen, officemen, took the basic rules of their systems and kept it in place. For the best of us.

A liberally organized democracy is open to the relative majority deciding laws. That is its openess. It might never be the situation such can be found in the market conditions at work. But it is the holy spirit of good liberal market rules, which help us to have better than in Iran.

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14.6.2009 von admin.

Nach einer langen Nacht in einem neuen Domizil, irgendwo auf dem Mauerstreifen, wo man nachts noch die Schüsse und die Schreie hören mag, fragt man sich, wohin man eigentlich geht? Man kann erstaunlich gut schlafen auf zwei übereinander gelegten Iso-Matten. Und ein vormittäglicher Lauf einmal quer durch den Wedding lässt einen auch recht klar schauen. Man kann sich sehr tiefgreifende Fragen fragen, ob die Familie mit persönlichen Zielen noch vereinbar ist? Oder ob man diesen Gedanken nicht einfach besser verdrängt? Das WC reinigt, die Waschmaschine füllt, seine Sachen packt und sich im Park in eine Lektüre vertieft, die einem hilft in der nächsten Arbeitswoche zu verstehen, was man eigentlich tut. Wo bleibt da nur die dringend nötige Demokratie? Keine Ahnung. Draussen ist Kaiserwetter. Die Waschmaschine brummt. Und der Rest ergibt sich von alleine.

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4.6.2009 von admin.

Heute hat NK angerufen. Der Freak. Mensch, wenn alle Menschen so wären.

NK ist der beste Programmierer, den ich kenne. Vielleicht kenne ich zu wenige, aber er kann schon was. Zieht aktuell ein witziges Projekt nach dem anderen hoch. Nur beim Wort “Politik” bekommt er das Kotzen.

Kann ich ihm nicht verdenken, mir geht es genauso. Zuviel schlechte Erfahrung ist damit verbunden, als dass man es noch guthaben wollte. Dreckige Politik.

Aber er bringt mich auf Ideen. Zum Beispiel erst alles kaputt zu machen, und dann die Sache komplett neu aufzubauen. Oder aber einen Google-Demokratie-Service aufzusetzen. Das wäre doch mal was, Demokratie als Google-Service. Oder aber, die ganze Sache als Gesellschaftsspiel, also die Kernprozesse in einem Spiel versteckt, zu entwickeln.

Jo, NK ist schon wer. Ein Einzelstück.

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2.6.2009 von admin.

There are in Berlin and probably elsewhere illegally advertised stickers. Squared, yellow, of hand size with correctly formatted two male men, the one lifting his one arm to have a gun triggered right to the other persons head. This stickers are titled “CAPITALISM”. What is that?

You cannot go by such without getting attached. At least I can not. I might be too sensible having people being “head shot”. At least in the evening going home from family to work. Somewhere in Berlin on a warm and nicely setting summer day. Or is it I am getting angry? Or is it I am just too dumb to understand the usual? As this sticker is just another commercial in a quite severely advertised world?

So, you fags, you dont know what this is meant to be. What it is with the people putting up these stickers. Such so very nicely produced advertisement. Is it an error of momentarilly being weird? I mean, I am weird. But look how lousy this blog is. You hardly find another one being so lousy. So how is it? Do you still have no idea?

How much money does it cost to produce such stickers? How many people are involved? How many do support such notion? How many think it is good to put such sticker on the wall?

Of course, you dont have a problem with that. People are not shot sidewise into the head. This is a comedian setup. They shoot people in China, but there they are bent down to their knees before. And our Nazis did somehow shoot them people differently, too. And those millions of head shots being cheerly fulfilled by our youths every day really is a totally different story.

So what is it? Do they tell us we are all Nazis? Going to work earning money to buy some food. To have them bikes repaired, them bycicle brakes, which help our beloved ones to survive a not too easy life? Working hard, bent down by computers or else. Being after all a bit happy to have bikes repaired and meals provided all by our own work. And the possibility to trade with other hard working members in our capitalistic society.

It is I tell you a deficiency of our society. A deficiency of us not having worked out a better democratic market yet. Not being capitalistic enough in terms of political services. I walked back and put that advertisement down. But this was an act of destruction and is only poorly adding to the development of society. That head shot is meant to be given to you. They do not want to shoot themselves, that bloody bastards. Dont lasily read here, dont only put down stickers, but build up a liberal political market system helping them bloody bastards to get a real fast market response on their money spending.

We live in liberal market societies, which use currency as that major cultural invention. Yes. Thank god for it. The only thing not liberal is politics still. But that we will do, too. Hopefully before being shot in the head by people, who do not look in our eyes and who do not understand the problems, which face us.

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27.5.2009 von admin.

It takes you 30 seconds without breathing to fundamentally change your consciousness. And there are many other physical practises you can exercise which give you an understanding about the relativeness of it. Did you measure your relativity? Have you gone for your borders to find yourself between?

LSD changes physical reactions in our nervous system massively. Our mind leaves a “normal” state. It leaves a state, which evolution thinks fits us best. Makes us fittest to survive. We have not even been given the possibility to change into a “LSD state” of mind by our natural means momentarily.

On the other hand quite some people today say they gain a better understanding of themselves and things by an increased variety of mental state. Caused by the usage of LSD. So how should we deal with it?

“Structure feeds from chaos” one could say. Means, without LSD the world would be poorer. Means, even though eating LSD is a threat to lose a healthy mental state it could still have an overall positive effect on the development of culture. It is hard to say if it is so or different.

Easier to say is that every child MUST have a political representation. How should a society sustain, if its children have no part of it? Is having a vote NOT a very basic human right?????

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26.5.2009 von admin.

I ask myself, if I should shut this blog down. The curious reader can find a lot from me in here. Too much I would be happy to give to an evil person.

Hello.

I am happy you came here tonight or today. If I would speak to you in German I would use a capital letter for the “you”. But in the english language, which I for now will write in lower letters, the only personal pronoun written with capitalized first letter is the “I”. The very me.

If i go on writing myself small and writing You big. Do you like it? Do You feel my desire to honor You? Or is it just fake? Is the english language not pronouncing selfishness and disrespect for other people? Do You know about small things being really big?

I know. I know a lot. I know, that i can do a lot with letters, words, You listening to me, right here and now. If You had been a curious reader of my blog You could know what i could do. I could get you brain-fucked.

So lets speak about sexuality. About open vaginas. Or anything else if You like. It is not about me disrespecting You. It is just to entertain You. To give You a comfortable spirit. You as You think You know who You are and i do not.

How high is the probability that I know You better than You know Yourself? How high is that probability of intelligence being so unequally distributed among men? And women?

Do You read here to understand better about culture? Do You carefully listen to what i say? Are You happy for every new entry? Have You read every article, stored them in the fear they might ever get lost to You? How is that?

You found a very wonderful place. In My garden. I have flowers nobody else can grow in his. Or hers. I have baloons, which fly a mile high. I have today seen a squared block of carbohydrates, which was a T-Shirt. And which was heavy as it saves so much space in transportation.

It is only the truth, which is the most beautiful flower. The possibility to see the reality. The possibility to feel a way. Out of the dark into the light?

How much light can You bear? Have You ever thought of feelings being too positive for You? Do You not feel Your most extraordinary feelings as You are afraid of them? Are You afraid of what?

I am afraid. I am very much afraid. I am afraid as that filming guy in Amercan Beauty, who just cannot take the play of the wind and the bag, them two, giving him the feeling not to be alone in this world of darkness. Giving him the feeling that every thing is ok.

Everything is just fine. If You read down till here, You might actually listen to me. And as You do so, You are now still a human being. You might be strange. You are strange in many ways. You People. But as You listen there will be a gate open and a way will be seen. And that way will fill up with so much light You will hardly be able to bear it. So i tell You to get up and practise. Look in the light. Do not get blind. But get hard. Wake up. With every cell of Your life. If You want to walk a way tomorrow You have to go on the road today.

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26.5.2009 von admin.

There is a voice calling up on you.

Es gibt eine Stimme, die Euch etwas vorwirft.

It objects.

Es ist Mutter.

It’s ma.

She wispers.

Sie flüstert, dass es ihr weh tut.

So, then it is her fault, if she says so silently.

Ich habe nichts gehört.

Only if the voice is strong and brutal, we might listen.

Wir hören nicht mehr, wie wir nicht mehr sehen, wie wir nicht mehr riechen.

Why not? Do I ask.

Why do we not listen to the silent voice? Can we not understand? Is there nothing she tells us?

Ich erzähle Euch kräftige Nazischeiße, dass die Natur mit dem männlichen Geschlecht spielt, indem sie das einfache intelligenztragende Chromosom 21X beim Männchen nur einfach vorkommen lässt. Die ungesicherte Intelligenz, die sich die Natur hier teuer erkauft. Oder glaubt Ihr, dass die Männer wie unter einer Gaussglocke dumm aus der Wäsche schauen?

She speaks about probability. The probability that she will die.

Und wenn Leute wie Rambo Filme machen, wo Menschen nicht mehr getötet werden, sondern nur noch zerspritzen. Ich frage Euch: Passt das dazu, dass der Papst beschuldigt wird, in Israel nicht von einem Morden, sondern von einem Töten gesprochen zu haben. Wo seht Ihr da die Verbindung?

Ich bin die Mutter Natur. I am mother nature.

I gave birth to you all. Why can my kids not stand up to look up on me.

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18.5.2009 von admin.

It really cracks me off to put all my mental work down here for free.

As far as I can think back others stole or destroyed things I invented and created. So today I tell you about democracy, what is not too important in our world. It only is the main point to leverage.

You can do a lot of things with democracy. You can build up societies, which are stronger as stronger the democratic legislation system is they use. Much stronger. If I do not give up my ideas I could possibly build such a stronger society and conquer you all. Possibly.

I am still not clear with my thinking if I should share or not. I - and I mean I - do not want to share anything, but want to have all for myself. But as I write here, I share. So? No rights reserved.

Democracy and the organisation of the state is nothing to play around with. Too much depends on it. We do NOT need another Third Reich or some DDR(German Democratic Republic) lived examples. Died examples to better say so. We do not want and do not have to. We can incrementally develop into a future of light. We can brake the vicious cycle as said Madeline Carroll in ‘Swing Vote’.

If I at all understood, what society is all about, then it is to share and build together. I might have an eye here. Others - and I mean many others - might have a finger to put it into code. Democracy is so valuable and on the same side so high in complexity, we have to all try hard to get the best out of it.

Steering: As you wrote a text to be a law you then put it into public as a proposition. You then agree upon it yourself or it is done by THE software automatically. Of course, you stand with your own proposition. It is then a proposition with a single tiny little vote agreed upon it. No chance in a huge society it will ever reach a majority. But to be shown in a liberal democratic society every member can put up a proposition any time. The software has to handle that.

So besides what I said lately you actually always have the possibility of direct democracy. But that’s not the point. Mostly your votes are in the hands of your trusted politician. And such politician is part of some bigger aggregation, call it a company or a party. The higher level politician puts up a proposition for a law. Again all its votes are attached to it. And then comes the real market action. The politician puts up its votes for sale.

The politicians offering is to agree with its votes upon other proposals if other proposals politicians agree upon its own. Of course, their contracting is a complicated process. It depends on the content of the proposals and the amount of votes. That makes contracting difficult. By THE software assuring the exchange of goods, it becomes a little bit easier, though.

The main point: agreement is not traded against cash money. Trading against cash money would easen up the process of contracting a lot. But it also would allow capital to buy laws, what I suppose is bad. As you exchange with another proposal for law you are bound. It is like you sit in a single boat. Having only a single wheel to steer.

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10.11.2007 von admin.

no idea what it will be, but linking it anyways: Grow the Votes!

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